Alright so I think I am over doing it a bit. Yesterday was a very long hard day. Ryan worked both jobs and I also had to work. Another terrible sleep, then I had to get ready for work (wash my hair, iron my clothes etc), Silver was somewhat cranky all morning, feed Silver and remember to eat myself, go down town pick up Ryan (which was a crazy experience), then go to work. When I got to work my leg cramp that had been bugging me suddenly grew to be quite intense. The pain was awful. I just wanted to go home crawl in bed and sleep the pain away. about an hour into my shift the pain dissapeared only to return a short time later. I haden't eaten enough that day yet either so to top it all off I was hungry. The 4:35 I was at the front of the store pricing books when everything started to go black. I thought "OH MY GOSH IM GOING TO PASS OUT". So I went to the back of the store where Sarah was working and got there just in time.......... I sat on the floor breathing heavy. I just couldnt stand up without being totally dizzy. Ryan came a dn picked me up and Sarah worked the rest of my shift. I am taking all of this as a sign that I need more rest, good food, and less stress. Im not sure how I am going to accomplish this but I am going to have to try.

This morning I feel a little weak but at least my leg isn't hurting any more, that pain is so intense.

My birthday was great! It was just as I like it....laidback. We went to the Zoo in the morning and then rented a movie and drank slurpies at night. That for me is pretty close to a perfect day (except for the fact that I had to work in the afternoon).

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Well that was Silvers contribution to my blog. So I am trying to gain some weight because I feel like there is about one layer of skin between the baby being inside to outside. So I would like to gain some weight. I think it will be a good thing. To say the least I am totally emotional today. I feel like I am totally losing my mind. Silver is into EVERYTHING. Ryan is driving me crazy, and to tell you the truth I am driving myself crazy. This blog is driving me crazy.......

I just thought I would let everyone know that my birthday is tomorrow so y'all better get out there and buy me presents and nice cards. You don't have much time left. Everyone got that? Great!

Ya well its a holiday yet again and yet again I work, because for some reason not only are we open today but we are open until 9:00pm! At least I will be getting time and a half for this shift.

Our roof leaked yesterday in Silvers room! Ya awesome..... so anyway I was NOT going to put him to sleep in there so he slept on our bed (which he will only do if someone else is there with him). So all day yesterday I did practically nothing except lay in bed. I actually didn't enjoy myself very much. There are times when a whole day spent in bed sounds like a great thing but it really sucked. I just lay there thinking of all the stuff I needed to get done. So today we are doing everything I couldn't get done yesterday. Also we are all pretty tired from the crappy sleep we all had last night. well gotta go and do stuff...........

So I suppose y'all think I just don't like blogging anymore! Well not true. I am still working quite alot and Ryan is working him self to death. Also Silver is sick. He has had terrible diahrea sor the past 3 days and last night he got up at 3:00 am and was up until 6:00 am. The past two days I've also been feeling sick kinda dizzy and just run down. Oh ya and then there is my TOOTH. I so am just going to have to get the root canal (400.00 bucks), and we will have to make small payments to the dentist.(So I guess that means my birthday/christmas present of a new ring will have to wait another year or two) Oh and I can't forget the now another one of my teeth is sore. I have been at the dentist 5 times in the past 2 weeks. He is a great guy and he is trying to fix the tooth enough for me to beable to wait until my benefits kick in, in september. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I am so sick of tooth pain. It has been just making my life that little bit more difficult.

So we have desided to stay in this house and sign a new one year lease. This makes things so much easier! When we actually get a house we will just sub-lease this one. This way we don't have to move twice in the next year. I am so sick of moving. WOW could I be more tired today!

WOW I never blog....... we just finnished re-wallpepering the bathroom. When we moved in there was a small hole in the wall and Silver made it much bigger so I thought we should cover it up and they only way we could was if we re-wallpepered the whole thing! Also we have desided to leave this house much better than when we moved in. We would just really like to bless our landlord. So we have spent any spare time we have had working on the lawn, planting flowers, and cleaning up the place. It always feels nice to bless others, and at the same time we are blessed because now we have a nice new wallpapered bathroom and pretty flowers outside.

So Ryan and I have been working a ton. I work, then he works then I work............ God is awesome and has blessed us with jobs we love. Also we went to the bank to talk to a lady about getting a morgage. We fnd out soon how much we will be approved for. I totally dont have much to say...........

Well as you can tell blogging has been the last thing on my mind this week. Ryan is working an aweful lot (which is good) but we are as usual adjusting our schedules. In fact Ryan is sleeping right now. He didn't go to sleep until about 1:30 this afternoon. That's crazy. anyway, some of my family is comming to visit us at the end of this month. It will be great I am ready for some family interaction! Also they will be bringing FOOD and baking! Im ALWAYS up for that!

We did some major spring cleaning this past week aswell. We are almost finnished. I can't believe how much stuff we had that we totally didn't need for use! It feels so much better to get rid of crap that just takes up space. I feel much better with less clutter.

Silver is growing and changing like crazy. Its been very entertaining to watch, but also he has been driving me nuts. My patience is so much less right now. And I normally have no patience, so its pretty bad. I don't remember being this emotional and crazy when I was pregnant with Silver but I am sure I was......maybe I just don't want to remember!

Good morning! Finally Ryan and I have a day off together! YIPPIE! I think we will go to the ZOO! I am very excited about that! So I have finally come to terms with the fact that Silver just wakes up early and he probably always will. Last night I put one of his shoes in his crib to keep him busy for a while in the morning. He loves to play with shoes! It worked for about 45 minutes! So I was very happy about that. Just a little extra sleep can make me feel so much better. Alright I have three days of dishes to do. Bye...