Truth can be dreams: March 2007

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

My Space

So I have finally made a myspace page. That's where I've been. Any time that I've had to be on line I have been on myspace. I actually just posted a new blog entry there. Perhaps I will post it here as well.

Remember way back when on this blog I said the first five people who reply to this will receive some original art from me???? Well I finally gave the first one away yesterday. Thanks Christina for picking it up! I am still working on the other pieces and will try to have them done in the next few weeks. If you are someone who also did this on your blog how are your art pieces coming?

Here is the blog I just posted on myspace.

I was just thinking about how much I like my friends. Ryan and I have lived here in Winnipeg now for 4 years and worked really hard (most of the time) on making connections with people. Not the kinds of connections that some people make with others who they think will help them GET somewhere or be a stepping stone for them, but REAL connections. It has been a very long hard process and it will continue forever but I feel like I'm in a place that I have never been in before. I have friends.......more than one that I really like even love. I have in the past been a person who will have one or two really close friends and that's about it but now I find myself with friends all over the place. Some right across the street (Kendra) some across town (Carlie) and some across the country (Annika).

Have you ever felt USED by a friend? Ever had someone totally use you for something and then ditch you for the next best thing? I have and it really sucked. Those kinds of friendships if they can even be called that never last. I know that there have been people I have used in my life. It makes me ill to think about. To those people "I'm sorry". There is one girl in high school that I used and still think about getting in contact with her and apologizing. I actually did like her as a friend but no denying it I used her.

One of my best friends is Terrie. We have been friends since kindergarten. Seriously we have known each other since we where 5. We don't live in the same city, don't have the same beliefs, have totally different families, dreams and goals but we are still friends. This friendship means a lot to me and I hope to have it till the day I die.

Well I'm in a strange mood :) Actually I'm sick AGAIN. I am SO sick of being sick.

Who are your good friends? Do you have any friendship stories you'd like to share?
hayes at 9:55 a.m.
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