Updating quickly. We had my sisters kids all weekend. It was a good weekend but also a very tiring one. They left last night and today my body hurts. To think that Ryan and I wanted to have 4 kids all before I turn 30......Well after this weekend thats a big NO WAY! My whole body hurts. Ryan is really tired too. Poor guy has to work the next three days too!

Im so sick of feeling like Im missing out on life. AmI just letting it all pass me by, or is this just my life for now. This isnt making sence I know. I used to grab life and go. Try anything once. I am becomming more and more frustrated with myself. Ive got to begin to make my dreams happen. Just go for it.