I feel.....I can't find the words to explain. My ache is still bothering me and they still don't know what it is. So that weights on my mind a lot.

Trinity has needed a lot of attention today which has worn me out.

I'm still getting people together for a dance. I love it because I am very excited but it's been a major push for me. I'm not used to having anything to do, so I feel like my mind is being trained again.
It's such a God thing, I know that he wants dance and just visual worship to get going in our church. Sometimes I have found that when God calls something to action he opens the gates and it's all easy and smooth. Other times it's a push. I'm feeling the push.