true heart

I want to be a woman with strong moral integrity and wisdom.

When I was first saved I used to pray everyday that Jesus would renew my mind and pour in wisdom. For at least a year straight almost everyday that was my prayer.

It was truly amazing how God answered that prayer. My mind was foggy from drug use and God cleared it up completely. The worldly wisdom I had attained was garbage, the Lord granted me some true wisdom and understanding.

I was just reading a bit of 'Ruth' and it is making me think of how awesome it can be to have a trust worthy friend around. Even if they say something that seems a little nuts or you don't quite get it you can still have trust in them because of what they have shown you in the past.

Like the relationship between Ruth and her mother-in-law. Total trust!

Sometimes Jesus will tell me to do something, and I think he's a little crazy. But then I take a second to think, and realize that I can trust him completely. He loves me and would not ask something of me that I could not handle. He is never leaving me.

Jesus isn't nuts he's strong, trustworthy, and able. He knows exactly who I am and how to reach me. Ahhhhh.......that's comforting.