Humans can make life so complicated. This includes myself. Things that should be so easy can become incredibly difficult. I'm not trying to sound negative this is just how I am feeling this morning.

I have spent a lot of my life pushing people away and now I have opportunity for great friendships and meeting/working with all kinds of wonderful people. It's going to be a new season for me. I need to put my people skills in action. No more hiding away in my safe little world. It's time to step it up.

I've been thinking of the day I will have to stop working at the toy store so that I can focus on other things. In some ways I wish this could happen now so that I could give my self more to the passions in life. But it's just not possible yet.

Speaking of work I should start getting ready.